Deep in Thoughts

What sacrifices are there to be with your loved ones?

The idea of going back to a familiar "family" and working happily off my butt is tempting, but at what cost?

Staying here and possibly forgoing the career, but am I prepared for it?
Will I be able to find the sense of purpose beyond work?

Finally raise the question last night. Don't want to wait anymore. There's never the best time. And who knows how long it will take?

So many questions. So many decisions. So difficult.