where does my help come from?

have been super lethagic over the past few days. just can't get started on the last assignment. all the materials are ready. but the work stops there...
at the moment.

and wat have i been doing? watching TV, reading, and ranting through emails. and the ranting did me NO good. coz i went through the cycle of being angry and disappointed again.
about what? about the job thingy again.

i'm still waiting for news. and i'm going home in 2 weeks. if its bad news. tell me NOW. i felt that it was not fair. but not fair to who? they're not obligated anyway. this just shows the reality of life.

i prayed. i hate this feeling. i dun like to have negative thoughts against anyone.
i wanna trust God that He will provide for all our needs.

and where does my help come from?
from the Maker of the heaven and earth
He will not slumber nor will He sleep
He watches over my life

Man's words are transient. Your words are everlasting.

God, I believe in you. I do.